Thursday, November 22, 2007

Ash Wednesday

There`s something familiar about despair. It`s like a soft, old blanket. I know depression. I feel welcomed there. To believe that my life may be full of joy, laughter and understanding fills me with so much fear of disappointment that i would prefer to smoke a cigarette and not believe at all. I either want everything to be magic or mythic or i want to be dead.



Job well done, Nurul Fitriyanna. You stayed up till late to complete the past semesters Financial Accounting papers & you overslept this morning. You fucking overslept on the day of your last F.A lecture & it`s the ONLY morning lecture for this semester. Pathetic. You are, not the lecture.

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