suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace

SELF-FRUSTRATION. I`m so silly sometimes. HAHA. Well that`s just coz I want him to be with me always. HAHA.

Well, since he`s asleep, I guess I`ll go clean my room up. 5 mins & i`m already missing him. I`m re-reading our conversation & I really can`t help but smile real wide. Don`t you people just love courtships? HAHA. Everything`s so beautiful, it`s like you`re always on Cloud 9.

On a serious note, I`ll take whatever comes my way, take it all in my stride. Could he be the one who opens the door, the door i`ve locked for a year plus? Could he be the one who`s gonna help me overcome my fear of commitment? Could he be the one, after a series of failed 'almost relationships'?

I know I felt like this before

But now I'm feeling it even more

Because it came from you

Then I open up and see

The person fumbling here is me

A different way to be

I want more, impossible to ignore

Impossible to ignore

And they'll come true, impossible not to do

Impossible not to do

And now I tell you openly

You have my heart so don't hurt me

For what I couldn't find

Talk to me amazing mind

So understanding and so kind

You're everything to me

- Dreams

I`m not sure. I don`t have the answers. Take it slow. But one thing`s certain, I`m just glad he`s here. & I pray he`ll stay.

Never knew I could feel like this

Like I've never seen the sky before

I want to vanish inside your kiss

Every day I love you more and more

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing

Telling me to give you everything

Seasons may change, winter to spring

But I love you until the end of time

-Come What May

All I see is you. All I wanna be is your. . . fitten (: HAHA. okaye inside joke (: I shall be a very nice girl & not disrupt his sleep (:

I wanna go to the playground pleaseeeeeeeeeee.