Sunday, September 2, 2007

close your eyes till break of day

ah. i googled it & i think i better see the doctor soon. i felt it again today & i`m more than certain i should go to the clinic. i couldn`t sleep properly thinking about it. How do I say this? I was partly worried coz it`s hereditary but last night, it was more to me feeling upset. Wanted so badly to cry. But braced myself. I feel like my body`s just failing on the whole. I did mention it to him, and I felt better but somehow i still felt upset. Woke up around 5-ish and talked to my other half for a while. Didnt go so well. Thought about alot of things till I finally fell asleep. Wished I could turn back time.

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